Put a Bird on it!

I put a bird on it!

My blog. Portlandia is pretty ridiculous and funny and when I found out this was real I was like, "I need to do this and share it with some of my friends."

I feel like I most show this to the people. I'm actually surprised this website worked cuz a lot of websites I put in didn't work. Non-popular sites I suppose. hahaahaha oh well. Anyways, enjoy this ridiculousness :)

idk

not sure what to do with myself, i feel like crying but at the same time I don't like what I'm feeling but at the same time, i like this feeling.

I know i'm very complex. I know you guys won't understand what I'm saying unless you've been down this road before.

I feel like this is hard to deal with, i'm stressed but I'm confused. Something is wrong with me.

Changes

Blogger has changed A LOT since i was on here last. its sooooo different. I guess I'll play around on it and see what I can figure out. Also, a lot has changed in my life. I let go of some people and also welcoming new people, and hanging out with more people who I don't normally hang out with. Its kind of awesome. I still get along with my roommates (going on yr 2), I'm still with my boyfriend (4 yrs), hanging out with my roommates friends a little more, school is getting kind of better. Just working this summer and going to belle isle a lot this summer- along with a 5k, family, friends, and trips. I already had a taco night with like 6 other friends and it was so much fun. I want to do that like all the time. This summer is going to be fun. I hope it stays like this for awhile.

This Sat I'm going to do a SUP trip- Stand-up Paddle boarding. I'm excited to try something new.

BULLSHIT

Bad day today:

I had to drag my butt outta bed (for some reason I went to bed early- 12), went to work- can barely hear cuz there was a game last night (VCU WON CAA TOURNY- that means automatic NCAA!) anyways, then got yelled at, at work cuz I didn't put allergy aware seafood- which they ordered japanese pan noodles which has no seafood in it at all.
Then after work, I was writing down my schedule and it looks like I dont have a spring break (even though I asked off) I was planning on going to the beach with my roommates and some friends. This blows. A lot.

I was just looking forward to this. I think I didn't get off because there were too many people that asked off for spring break. I did ask off at least 2 weeks in advanced, guess thats not good enough?

Bad mood today: sooo, screamo music it is. It makes me happy when I'm in these moods- cuz I wanna scream but i don't scream awesome so, they do it for me. I feel like when I listen to them, i don't feel cramped with stress that the day brought me. idk its hard to explain. but i love it.