New Semester

This semester kinda blows. I'm not going to school and in desperate need of a job. I really hope Barnes & Noble hires me, I love bookstores, idk why they haven't gave me a chance like every year I apply to jobs. -_- seriously. I hope they call me. BUT, other than that I applied to other jobs but more like REAL jobs. lol I tried reception, hotel, bookstores, even an advertising internship thats paid. I didn't even get that. SO annoyed. Just need a job for 8 months plus every summer after that. But noooooooo. ANYWAYS, some good news today: I'm hanging out with Ashlee love today :) I'm very excited.

Journalist

I created a tumblr to help my group for my Mass Comm class to spread the word about how some gov'ts are allowing people to beat up journalist because they're speaking their mind! ITS CRAZY! Here in the US, we are lucky and don't have to deal with this. But, sadly, most other countries do have to deal with it and this is one of the cases thats mind-blowing. I have heard of other cases where they just murder the journalist. This isn't a game! This is serious, real life is crazy sometimes. I bet you you've never heard of such a case. BUT, that's why i am here. To let you fill your brain with knowledge! :)

Here, go to tumblr: http://russianjournalist.tumblr.com/

And Facebook: Join the group and we want your input!

Please write, answer: What you would do? If you got beaten up just for speaking your mind!?

Ads

I've seen some of these ads before, some I haven't, but some of them I can't read because it's in a different language. SO, I want to show this to you guys. Its kind of jaw-dropping because they're offensive or you can't believe your eyes that they actually published 'em at one point. Ridiculous. Just sayin'.

48 Ads <--here.

Dear Weather, it's FALL not effin SUMMER!

im like its supposed to be sweater weather not sweat my ass off like summer weather......lmao.

I crack myself up.
ANYWAYS, what's up with the weather lately? Today was hot. I sweated. I'm not suppose to sweat in fall. People were wearing shorts. SHORTS! I'm like it's Oct right? Idk but I think it's hotter in Richmond then Fredericksburg. I think it's because the Sun has a lot of sidewalk/asphalt to soak up. I bet it was somewhat cooler there than here. I want my time of year to be nice like warm but still cool. 70-75 degrees. Not too hot and not too cool. Along with the crisp air...that smell. I love it along with the colors of the trees. Plus, I could wear my sweaters. My cute sweaters. Not bulky stupid jackets, and not too hot where I just wear a tank top or shirt. With sweaters it makes an outfit complete plus I look really cute. ANNNNNNNNNND that's always a plus. Looking cute. :D <3 haha.

At least with these past nights, I can get my kind of weather as long as it doesn't get too cold. I wish the days could feel like these nights. It feels sooooo nice! ugh. Fall needs to be longer. It's the perfect weather and it's not around long :( sad.

disappointment

Seems like I've disappointed a lot of people in my life. Especially recently. I've fucked up pretty bad.

I've disappointed my best friends, my family, band, even my boyfriend.

Seems like the only thing I've been loyal to is Hanson. As sad as that sounds, its true.

I'm kind of surprised that I still have friends and well, I'll just call him boyfriend for this. I still can't believe they want to be around me even though I have disappointed them more than once. I know I'm a good person for the most part, i've done good deeds, went to church, done youth group, helped the community, and all that jazz. But, I know I've done a lot of bad things. I've messed up. I feel guilty about a lot of things but recently I feel like I can't go on much longer. Running on empty. I feel like shit and I can't do anything to fix it but to move on because thats all i can do. Why couldn't I be more honest? Why couldn't I be loyal to anyone thats important to me? Ugh. I guess I just have to learn and move on as hard as it may be. But, I am definitely falling apart.

sometimesssss.........

Sometimes I wish I could wear heels in Richmond. But, I can't. Because have you seen the sidewalks and roads? I pretty much kill myself in flats. That means it'd be committing suicide if I wore heels. But I love them. I want more. :/ Sounds like a love/hate relationship with heels lol. Actually, if I think about it Downtown Richmond is a lot better, like where around the Hat Factory is and where the Martin Agency is. So, if I get a job at the Martin Agency then maybe I can move somewhere in that area.

idk....i can't really think of that now. I need to do SOO GOOD this semester.
I kind of missed an assignment. I can't believe I did that. :( I suck. I'm trying to do sooo good and I still do something wrong. UGHHHHHH!

I'm gonna make it up though by doing this freakin project that seems like no one is talking to me about. But, I do have 2 partners that are being cool about it and trying to get it done ASAP. it's the other dude. not answering anything its ok they wont be in our group.

I feel stressed. But, thats apart of being a college student. -_- sadly.

GENIUS!!!!!!!

I must share this with everybody.

it....is.....just.......AWESOME!!!

it's so smart, i know i'm goin get it. :)

<3

everytime I see the commercial im like woooow! lol ima dork