I have some things to share...

WELL, first off- I thought i had to move back home this summer (which I still might be) until I found out that I'm going back to VCU! Woo! I still have to move out of my apt- i found some cheaper apts here in Richmond. AND some of these apts have AC! Which what i'm living in doesn't have so it sucks here in the summer time. I do like it here cuz its no more than a 10 min walk to the campus but yea, other than that i dont really know too many people here- like in my building. Except for this teacher I met that lives on the first floor. I did meet a dude that lives on the same floor as me but on the other side. But anyways- I want to move. Thats what I'm trying to get at. It'd be nice to go somewhere different.

I got a job at Noodles & co in Willow Lawn. I really like the people there and its so nice, sometimes busy, but I want to be busy so I never know what time it is. Sometimes it is a surprise and like oh, its time to get off work already?! ...ok! lol I'm going to stay during the summer and going to work there Part Time during school- which will also be Part time.

I was reading Jay Asher's blog (Author of Thirteen Reasons Why) and there's news that its going to be turned into a movie. Selena Gomez as Hannah Baker (the lead role). At first, I was like well...idk. But she read the book and she talked to Jay why she loved it and interested in playing the role. First off- I'm happy she read the book. Kinda drives me crazy when I find out the actors didnt read the book that the movie was based off of. Anyways, I started thinking about it and I'm like you know, i can see her doing this role and got kinda excited. Jay is going to be in the movie process- which i'm also excited about. For example: Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. LOVE that book. HATE that movie- drives me crazy. So many things they left out and changed and I couldnt really enjoy it cuz i criticizing it the whole movie. I still feel bad for Arielle cuz she had to deal with me talking and complaining about it. I'm sorry for that. But, I just love that book. SO, hopefully that doesn't happen with this movie. So, as long as the author is involved to make sure things go the way they're supposed to go then I'll be happy. Like for another example: Harry Potter. JK Rowling was involved and i think you can tell. Yea, some things changed but it wasn't drastic and you could still follow along, got most of the same (major) points, then your good in my book. Love the books & the movies :)

In other news- Pep Band did a recording and that was fun- you could tell people were like omg lets get this over with towards the end. But, we did good. We were there from 11:30-3:00ish. It did seem longer than that but thats how it usually goes.

ok- I think thats all I wanted to share. Hope everyone is well :) <3

New Semester

This semester kinda blows. I'm not going to school and in desperate need of a job. I really hope Barnes & Noble hires me, I love bookstores, idk why they haven't gave me a chance like every year I apply to jobs. -_- seriously. I hope they call me. BUT, other than that I applied to other jobs but more like REAL jobs. lol I tried reception, hotel, bookstores, even an advertising internship thats paid. I didn't even get that. SO annoyed. Just need a job for 8 months plus every summer after that. But noooooooo. ANYWAYS, some good news today: I'm hanging out with Ashlee love today :) I'm very excited.

Journalist

I created a tumblr to help my group for my Mass Comm class to spread the word about how some gov'ts are allowing people to beat up journalist because they're speaking their mind! ITS CRAZY! Here in the US, we are lucky and don't have to deal with this. But, sadly, most other countries do have to deal with it and this is one of the cases thats mind-blowing. I have heard of other cases where they just murder the journalist. This isn't a game! This is serious, real life is crazy sometimes. I bet you you've never heard of such a case. BUT, that's why i am here. To let you fill your brain with knowledge! :)

Here, go to tumblr: http://russianjournalist.tumblr.com/

And Facebook: Join the group and we want your input!

Please write, answer: What you would do? If you got beaten up just for speaking your mind!?

Ads

I've seen some of these ads before, some I haven't, but some of them I can't read because it's in a different language. SO, I want to show this to you guys. Its kind of jaw-dropping because they're offensive or you can't believe your eyes that they actually published 'em at one point. Ridiculous. Just sayin'.

48 Ads <--here.

Dear Weather, it's FALL not effin SUMMER!

im like its supposed to be sweater weather not sweat my ass off like summer weather......lmao.

I crack myself up.
ANYWAYS, what's up with the weather lately? Today was hot. I sweated. I'm not suppose to sweat in fall. People were wearing shorts. SHORTS! I'm like it's Oct right? Idk but I think it's hotter in Richmond then Fredericksburg. I think it's because the Sun has a lot of sidewalk/asphalt to soak up. I bet it was somewhat cooler there than here. I want my time of year to be nice like warm but still cool. 70-75 degrees. Not too hot and not too cool. Along with the crisp air...that smell. I love it along with the colors of the trees. Plus, I could wear my sweaters. My cute sweaters. Not bulky stupid jackets, and not too hot where I just wear a tank top or shirt. With sweaters it makes an outfit complete plus I look really cute. ANNNNNNNNNND that's always a plus. Looking cute. :D <3 haha.

At least with these past nights, I can get my kind of weather as long as it doesn't get too cold. I wish the days could feel like these nights. It feels sooooo nice! ugh. Fall needs to be longer. It's the perfect weather and it's not around long :( sad.

disappointment

Seems like I've disappointed a lot of people in my life. Especially recently. I've fucked up pretty bad.

I've disappointed my best friends, my family, band, even my boyfriend.

Seems like the only thing I've been loyal to is Hanson. As sad as that sounds, its true.

I'm kind of surprised that I still have friends and well, I'll just call him boyfriend for this. I still can't believe they want to be around me even though I have disappointed them more than once. I know I'm a good person for the most part, i've done good deeds, went to church, done youth group, helped the community, and all that jazz. But, I know I've done a lot of bad things. I've messed up. I feel guilty about a lot of things but recently I feel like I can't go on much longer. Running on empty. I feel like shit and I can't do anything to fix it but to move on because thats all i can do. Why couldn't I be more honest? Why couldn't I be loyal to anyone thats important to me? Ugh. I guess I just have to learn and move on as hard as it may be. But, I am definitely falling apart.

sometimesssss.........

Sometimes I wish I could wear heels in Richmond. But, I can't. Because have you seen the sidewalks and roads? I pretty much kill myself in flats. That means it'd be committing suicide if I wore heels. But I love them. I want more. :/ Sounds like a love/hate relationship with heels lol. Actually, if I think about it Downtown Richmond is a lot better, like where around the Hat Factory is and where the Martin Agency is. So, if I get a job at the Martin Agency then maybe I can move somewhere in that area.

idk....i can't really think of that now. I need to do SOO GOOD this semester.
I kind of missed an assignment. I can't believe I did that. :( I suck. I'm trying to do sooo good and I still do something wrong. UGHHHHHH!

I'm gonna make it up though by doing this freakin project that seems like no one is talking to me about. But, I do have 2 partners that are being cool about it and trying to get it done ASAP. it's the other dude. not answering anything its ok they wont be in our group.

I feel stressed. But, thats apart of being a college student. -_- sadly.