random stuff

I gotz no foodz in my apt. Well, cuz im lazy &/or i'm waiting for food to run out and now that it has I don't feel like getting more even though I kinda need it. I have money which is always good :) ANNNNNNND that also means I need to cash my check soon that I got from work. That'd be nice huh?!

Got paid yesterday. Its so much better than the last one. :) I kind of had a realizition this morning and it kinda sucked.

Going to VA Beach- again but this time with daughter. I went w/ Sebastian Sunday and we had lots of fun. The water was kinda cold but it was fun, jumpin over waves, reading my book, Sebas dunking me in/throwing me into the ocean- which for some reason he likes doing. So- I'm excited to go with daughter this time :) I haven't hung out with her for a long time.

Everytime I watch Phineas & Ferb- Doofenshmirtz never disappoints. He's so gullible. Idk how he doesn't see the obvious but it is a kids show and Agent P is awesome lol. -sigh-

I need to take a quick shower then later on tonight I'm seeing Joseph. YAY! I'm glad he's back in rva for a little bit. He's awesome. Anyways, my back sucks & keeps cracking in the same places & it hurts. I think I need a chiropactor. For some reason the spell check isn't telling me how to spell words right so- that why most of these things are wrong. lol oh well. i suck.

Spice Up My Life

I totally need to do something different. I pretty much can't wait to move out of Richmond this summer. Nobody is here so its boring and not a lot to do. Except work....but thats not too fun lol. I want to swim in a pool and I want to hang out with my friends back home. Seems like more there than here right now. But, I know I'll probably change my mind after a while back home.

So, today at work the power went out and I was on dishwasher duty and of course I had to stop and couldn't do much anyways. Woo, the first time during shift change and this what happens. I'm not complaining. lol I have to do my own dishes here at my apt. UGH. dishes -_- hate.

I need to work out again. This stomach isn't what I want. Yoga maybe? Maybe more Jillian Michaels kick ass workout for 30 mins? That seemed to help for awhile. Then I just stopped cuz I'm lazy. :/ No excuse I guess. Anyways, need to kick my butt into gear.

Winding Down

I feel like things are slowing down. Does that mean I'm settling already? I feel like life is in sloowww moootionnnn. I'm just goin to work sometimes its the same ol thing but then every once in a while it likes to pick up speed. I'm going to be moving out of here soon, I need an apt with a/c asap. I might move home just for the summer then move into an apt that I find hopefully in August. BUT, that won't happen unless I finally put a down payment to hold that room for me. I was feelin high hopes but then I was broken down when the guy called and told me that he's cancelling the appts cuz they were already rented or something else happened. SUCKS. I'm nervous about this semester. I'm only taking 2 classes and then going to be working part-time. I don't want to commute if it comes down to it. At least, I have people by my side. Help me get through this stupid situation thats going down. I'm glad I'm finally getting hrs in unlike 2 weeks ago where they gave me a week off and worked one day. Anyways, I realize my rambling keeps going back and forth but its kind of how my mind works. I know, weird. Anyways, I have stuff still bundled up inside me that I wanna type out but I know if I do that one person that I don't want to see it will see it and then I'll never hear the end of it cuz they'll know I'm talking about them. ...yeaaaa. Probably why I don't speak my mind much cuz I get in trouble every time I do. No lie- every freakin time.

Anyways- hope I can keep this going.

SO- nothing is going on until July. Except for my niece's recital next week.
I need to swim at a pool.
I can't wait till July :) Family reunion in PA for a weekend and then the weekend after that I'll be off to Germany & Switzerland :) I'll be gone for 2 weeks. I need it. I'm being stressed out over some things that I shouldn't be.
I feel like I can't do my own thing sometimes or else I'll be critized or made to feel bad just because I didn't do things their way. I'm sorry I made plans already cuz I have a life and you don't? Sometimes I just don't know.
OMG i was supposed to leave a long time ago....oops.