I feel like things are slowing down. Does that mean I'm settling already? I feel like life is in sloowww moootionnnn. I'm just goin to work sometimes its the same ol thing but then every once in a while it likes to pick up speed. I'm going to be moving out of here soon, I need an apt with a/c asap. I might move home just for the summer then move into an apt that I find hopefully in August. BUT, that won't happen unless I finally put a down payment to hold that room for me. I was feelin high hopes but then I was broken down when the guy called and told me that he's cancelling the appts cuz they were already rented or something else happened. SUCKS. I'm nervous about this semester. I'm only taking 2 classes and then going to be working part-time. I don't want to commute if it comes down to it. At least, I have people by my side. Help me get through this stupid situation thats going down. I'm glad I'm finally getting hrs in unlike 2 weeks ago where they gave me a week off and worked one day. Anyways, I realize my rambling keeps going back and forth but its kind of how my mind works. I know, weird. Anyways, I have stuff still bundled up inside me that I wanna type out but I know if I do that one person that I don't want to see it will see it and then I'll never hear the end of it cuz they'll know I'm talking about them. ...yeaaaa. Probably why I don't speak my mind much cuz I get in trouble every time I do. No lie- every freakin time.
Anyways- hope I can keep this going.
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